Eternity in an Hour

To See a World in a Grain of Sand

10. Collections

Muses Urania and Calliope by Simon Vouet

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~ The Collections is my work of poetry. I have heard that the best way to know a person is to examine his work or the product of his labor. Maybe my work of poetry is indeed a representation of both my conscious and subconscious mind. Reading my poetry would therefore not only help others to know me but more importantly, help me in knowing myself.

Contents

  1. Prayer

  2. Beauty

  3. Lover

  4. Anger

  5. Optimism

  6. Shell

  7. Chains

  8. Permanence

  9. Dreams

  10. Change

  11. Hopes

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Prayer

The Cross Beside The Baltic by Caspar David Friedrich

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I say a silent prayer,

Beneath a moonless night,

A call for a savior,

To save us from our plight.

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Behind curtains in darkness,

I prayed for hope and for peace.

As I stare hollow and aimless,

Hoping for a divine promise.

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I wish for a dream,

For this endless night to end.

I wish for the means,

Not only to heal but to mend.

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Maybe someday I could,

Change something in reality.

And if I could I would,

Put an end to this insanity.

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I hear a silent voice whisper,

That this night is not forever.

~ESZ, James

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Beauty

Nymph with morning glory flowers by Jules Joseph Lefebvre

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When her form filled my eyes,

I knew to whom I would give my heart,

For in her I knew true beauty lies,

And to her I felt my soul would depart.

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Wounded I am by the arrow’s tip,

That Venus and Cupid has shot at me.

Fallen I have to love’s fine wit,

Fated no longer to be wild and free.

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Her eyes were akin to pools of water,

Staring far and away at a mountain’s peak.

Eyes that reflected the moon’s power,

Betraying nothing for the mind to seek.

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White hands were upon her chest,

While standing against the hissing wind.

Flaxen hair blown from her breast,

Revealing her to be slender and slim.

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Suddenly her eyes closed in sorrow,

And in the moonlight I saw a lonely tear.

I felt her sadness in my bone marrow,

Before everything became crystal clear.

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She cries for her own beauty,

That exists only as a solemn contrast.

To the world and all that is ugly,

She is but an unfortunate outcast.

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Thus, I decided before I perish,

That in the name of Eros I shall pick.

In sincerity to love and to cherish,

The rose that abides at the highest peak.

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So in courage and vanity I went,

To where she stood beside a little lake,

In fair vanity I took her hand,

And kissed it all for love’s blind sake.

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In truth, her perfection is what I need,

And my imperfection makes her complete.

~ESZ, James

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Lover

The Kiss by Francesco Hayez

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Where art thee my love and beauty,

So long have I awaited in vain.

Within time that feels like an eternity,

In hope have I awaited in pain.

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When the sun arises in the Eastern sea,

I feel our day is drawing near.

And as a caged bird yearning to be free,

Only to fly to you without fear.

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Will you not hurry my love and beauty,

Before my candle loses its light.

Please come to love and thus come to me,

Or at least come within my sight.

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Remember that time is really cruelty,

For it flies in a pace of haste.

Thus, we can no longer tarry in reality,

As life is like an endless race.

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But you I trust with unfaltering certainty,

With faith like waves unrelenting.

You I know would take up this journey,

Just for the sake of our meeting.

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Therefore I wait for love and for beauty,

For nothing else is worth this insanity.

~ESZ, James

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Anger

The Great Day of His Wrath by John Martin

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Anger is a hidden emotion,

Mostly seen as hard and harsh.

Full of inner contradictions,

And a heightened sense of rush.

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It leads to irrationality,

Combined with guilt and passion.

Seizing us from reality,

And coaxing us in a friendly fashion.

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When we yield to anger,

We are at our weakest moment.

For anger goes on further,

To hate and to endless torment.

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Yet one should always remember,

The passionate love before anger.

~ESZ, James

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Optimism

The Voyage of Life Old Age by Cole Thomas

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Oh, lying optimism,

How you but cheat my heart.

Fighting pessimism,

For which you played no part.

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Endlessly promising,

A light at the end of the tunnel,

Falsely prophesying,

An answer coming through a funnel.

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All but in fair vanity,

That man does not live on bread alone.

When in calm sanity,

Man with his work for his bread atone.

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Ignorance but bliss,

Hiding the truth of mortality.

For like a lover’s kiss,

It drives away all melancholy.

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But where do you abide,

When times are hard and unforgiving?

I see you cower and hide,

Underneath my soul of broken feelings.

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So, lying optimism,

You have betrayed me as a friend.

For faithful pessimism,

Have stood with me till the very end.

~ESZ, James

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Shell

Minerva and the Muses by Rottenhammer

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Our soul is trapped within a shell,

Unable to see the sun’s full light.

And as a frog living inside a well,

Our dreams are bounded by sight.

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As we search in hope and in hell,

We struggle like a mice in a maze.

Falsely we believe we can foretell,

The future from the smog and haze.

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Asleep we are within this spell,

As we seek for the hidden key.

Heed the ring of wisdom’s bell,

Only then, can we be set free.

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So awake and emerge from our lonely shell,

And free our minds from our cold prison cell.

~ESZ, James

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Chains

Old Heroes’ Graves by Caspar David Friedrich

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Like a swallow flying in the distant sky,

My soul yearns to be free.

That someday freedom would be mine,

And I could be the true me.

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Born with the heavy links we were bound,

Everywhere we are in chains.

Tell me where can real freedom be found,

That I may falsely hope in vain.

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Maybe like the many things around us,

Our soul is not ours to master.

Look at how water quenches life’s thirst,

And animals die for our hunger.

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The Earth smiles when the fated rain falls,

And grass sway in the winds.

As Gaea heeds nature’s desperate calls,

Balance will always seen.

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Even if we were never born to be free and happy,

In our toils and chains we can still find beauty.

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Permanence

Man and Woman Contemplating The Moon by Caspar David Friedrich

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The things we hold so dear,

Have in reality no permanence.

Nothing is clean and clear,

And nothing makes a difference.

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The moon and its pale affinity,

Are but a stark comparison of the night.

Alike a rose increases in beauty,

After the destruction of a cruel blight.

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All things die slowly in time,

And our toils are but wasted effort.

Like the endless stairs we climb,

It is meaningless and without comfort.

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In our mortal lives we obtain,

Seemingly unlimited possibilities.

And in our deaths we bargain,

Our souls to the fates and destinies.

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What then is our life’s story,

But a long defeat and fruitless battle?

For we can’t see all eternity,

With these eyes so dim and so mortal.

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Hence the song that drives us,

Is nothing but our passion and will.

Maybe it is a hidden curse,

A blessing and a dagger that kills.

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With pride we call, in hope and in vanity,

And live we shall, till we lose our sanity.

~ESZ, James

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Dreams

Cupid and Psyche by Pascal Simon

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I turn and look back,

But I cannot remember.

The feelings I had,

When memories broke asunder.

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Yet this music,

Echoes with remembrance.

A melody nostalgic,

Full of unknown resemblance.

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I dream of you,

A light in the silent dark night.

Though I know not who,

You are my bright white light.

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Now my greatest fear,

Is that you, I cannot remember.

As dreams blur and unclear,

Would fade away and disappear.

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So I know in pain,

That you are my missing piece.

And when we meet again,

I would grant you a gentle kiss.

~ESZ, James

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Change

The Deer Park by Carl Frederic Aagaard

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I tread with dread to forest glade,

And said with hate of how things are laid.

I told my soul to give up and fold,

For lo and behold, a line I cannot hold.

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I pace with haste to an unknown place,

To which I found an open space.

Upfront was a well and above it a bell,

And I felt the urge to jump to hell.

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But my eyes caught something small,

Beneath the sky it tried to stand tall.

A young fawn it was, curious and lost,

Looking at me with an unknown cause.

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It was then I knew that I would find,

A way to change my stubborn mind.

For like the young fawn so wild and free,

Maybe I can change to be a better me.

~ESZ, James

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Hopes

Moonrise Over the Sea by Caspar David Friedrich

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As a bird flying against the winds and seasons,

I fly towards my promised heaven.

Accepting no rest, comfort or valid reasons,

I journey towards my Utopian haven.

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As I look for clues in humanity’s brief histories,

I find no solace and no peace.

No period was without suffering and miseries,

And never did wars ever cease .

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The skies were always red and full of darkness,

And the day is swallowed by the night.

As the raging minds of men bloom in madness,

Others were already in an outright fight.

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I watched in horror from my window of grief,

My hopes lie in the horizon’s line.

As ashes rain down like autumn’s falling leaves,

My heart rings with a silent mind.

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What reasons can explain these futile efforts,

Of men and their hidden designs.

I take a look at their cruel means and methods,

And faint before apocalyptic signs.

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When innocence is turned into mindless power,

The world is engulfed in shadow.

And when the righteous and just, fear and cower,

Where then can we find hope’s meadow.

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My heart’s sorrow is infinite as it is eternal,

For illusions have turned to reality.

As clockwork toys, we will march to our funeral,

As if pulled by lies, fate and destiny.

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As the cicada leaves behind its useless shell,

We must leave behind our past.

For us to step up and ring hope’s hidden bell,

It takes actors from the whole cast.

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We forget that like snow in the radiant sun,

Our lives are but a speck of sand.

And as free as birds fly and wild deers run,

Our choices are by our very hands.

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We are like waves hitting shores of the coast,

As we repeat our many sins.

Yet in mortal pride so arrogantly we boast,

That we set sail with divine winds.

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I bid humanity to ponder and remember,

Of how we do not stand alone.

Like grass we sway in the wind’s of September,

For our deeds others must atone.

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Even if we live in lands distant and faraway,

Our deeds affect many others.

As a butterfly gently flaps its wings in May,

Elsewhere it causes natural disasters.

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Always remember that not knowing changes nothing,

And as connected we are, we should all stop our fighting.

~ESZ. James

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